Forever Trying to Restart
You'd think after so many attempts to restart and be better, I'd actually have learned how to do it. At least to some extent. NOPE. I have every intention, every wish to follow through, but I am lacking in dedication. In the conviction it takes to commit to new actions. A new way of life. Getting older certainly makes this harder than it ever has been before, but also, I'm running out of time. Any changes I make at this point, I have less life left to reap their benefits and enjoy whatever happiness can be gained from the work I did. I want to know what that is. What I can get for myself when I make the effort. I figure it's never really to late for that. For choosing to shoot your shot.